HAWK: MC ROMANCE (Forsaken Riders MC Romance Book 5) Read online

  She was his prisoner.

  He was holding her captive.

  When she put it in perspective like that she felt a rush of excitement flood through her. Even though she had been kidnapped, this felt nothing like it had when she was being bossed around and dominated by Lev… Being holed up with Hawk in the damp, dark basement was turning her on. She felt her desire for him growing with each passing second and knew that there was a connection between them that had been instantaneous. She had felt it the second she had seen him, and she was starting to think that he had felt it too.

  “King and Steel hate me,” she whispered.

  “They’re just misinformed,” Hawk said. “But they’re slowly coming round.”

  Destiny felt the lump in her throat slowly start to evaporate. Maybe everything would be okay after all? Maybe she would be forgiven and they would listen to her side… Maybe Slate Springs could be her home…

  There was a noise from the top of the stairs and she jumped backwards against the wall. The handle turned slowly and Hawk looked up to see who was entering the basement.

  Footsteps started slowly down the stairs and Destiny didn’t dare breathe… Who was she going to be confronted with? And would they be as understanding as Hawk?

  8.

  The clip, clip of heels filtered down into the basement and Destiny waited with baited breath. She was shaking, terrified of who could be coming to meet her and unsure as to whether this would mean that her stay at the Forsaken Riders’ clubhouse was about to take an unwelcome turn.

  The sparkling glitter of heels came into sight and Destiny felt her whole body relax. She would recognize those shoes anywhere.

  It was Candy.

  As Candy stepped down the last step and stood in front of her, Destiny wanted nothing more than to run across to her long lost friend, wrap her arms around her and hug her tight… But from the scowl on Candy’s face, she knew that she couldn’t.

  “Destiny,” she whispered as she stepped even closer. “I can’t believe it’s actually you.”

  “C… Candy…” she stammered, but Candy held her hand up to silence her.

  “No,” she said. “Don’t speak…”

  She looked down at Destiny with what looked like spite and sadness and she could see the tears pooling at the corners of her eyes.

  “Why?” she finally managed to croak. “Why did you do that to us… why did you do that to me?”

  “I didn’t…” Destiny started to cry. “Honestly you have to believe me… I didn’t feed any information back to the Iron Riders, even though my life depended on it… I’ve always been loyal to you, I promise…” Destiny felt defeated and she slumped down into the mattress. Her headaches were starting to rage again, and even though she felt like she had just offloaded six months’ worth of frustration and pain, she was still nowhere near being healed.

  “It’s okay,” Candy whispered. “I do believe you…”

  Destiny looked up and their eyes met. Candy had been like a sister to her all that time ago, and they had formed a close bond, even if it was based on stripping and working late nights and knocking back shots of vodka. Destiny had always held Candy in high regard.

  “When everything happened,” Candy began, “I told Steel from the beginning that it can’t have been true that you would have screwed us over like that… I knew that there must have been something going on, something deeper… I was afraid for you.”

  Destiny blinked and two fat tears rolled down her cheeks.

  “So, I arranged to have someone surveilling you and the Iron Riders for the past few months…we had to see what was happening over there… and it turns out my hunch was correct…”

  Destiny couldn’t believe what she was hearing.

  “I saw how they all treated you… Especially him…” Candy’s lip curled into a sneer. “He’s vile… I knew I had to get you out of there.”

  Hawk got to his feet and stood beside Candy, his arms folded across his chest.

  “The girl I saw back in Ironhill, she wasn’t the Destiny I worked with at Red X… she was broken… bruised and flat…” Candy soothed. “I begged Steel to go and get you and he said for me, just this once, he would try to put things right.”

  “Thank you,” Destiny cried. She had no idea what to say other than that… How could she ever repay Candy for saving her like this?

  “I knew something wasn’t right… I knew you couldn’t screw us all over like that. I’m a good judge of character, and the second everyone tried to pin this on you, I knew they were wrong.”

  “I didn’t betray you Candy, I promise,” Destiny sobbed.

  “I know,” she smiled. “And that’s why I got you away from all that.”

  “But,” Destiny continued, “They tied me up, they put a bag over my head… why?”

  Candy shrugged with a smile.

  “Old habits die hard I guess,” she laughed. “I think they wanted to make sure I had it right… These men are pretty suspicious as you can probably tell…”

  “You’re not kidding,” Destiny sighed.

  She looked up at them both in front of her and didn’t know what to say to either of them. She had started her morning being afraid for her life and living with a man she hated, and now she had been saved by the exact people she had been scared of. It was such a bizarre turn of events, it almost felt as if it couldn’t possibly be real.

  “Come on,” Hawk said as he held out his hand to help her to her feet. “We need to get you upstairs, cleaned up and fed.”

  Destiny scrambled for his hand and was pulled into the safety of his arms.

  “Thank you,” she said as she breathed him in.

  They made their way towards the staircase, the sweat pants that Hawk had given her dragged lamely along the ground and she hitched them up at the waist, trying to keep herself from tripping over them.

  Candy tottered up the stairs and as she neared the top and reached for the door handle, Destiny couldn’t believe what was about to happen. All she had longed and hoped for was about to be given to her, she was about to be welcomed into the fold of the Forsaken Riders. She just hoped it wasn’t some cruel joke…

  Destiny opened the door and the light flooded in. Even though she could have only been down in the basement for around an hour or two, Destiny shielded her eyes and winced as the light washed over her. Hawk steadied her, helping her up into the hallway and wrapping a protective arm around her as they made their way into the main body of the clubhouse.

  She was about to meet the other members of the Forsaken and her heart was pounding hard in her chest… Could she handle it, or would they all shun her like she had always feared?

  Candy rounded the corner to another door and opened it slowly.

  “Come on in,” she smiled as she stood back to reveal the large, open kitchen that lay beyond, and the group of around ten men waiting for her arrival.

  She nervously stepped inside and looked at the floor. All of the sets of eyes that were fixed on her was unnerving and she was aware that surely some of these men were still not exactly happy with her after what had happened.

  “Guys,” Candy said loudly. “I want you to all meet Destiny properly… Now I know there have been some mixed opinions floating around here… But the truth is this… Destiny is just as much a victim of the Iron Riders as we all are, and we’ve brought her here to keep her safe.”

  There was a mumble from some of the older members towards the back of the congregation, but then silence took over once more.

  “She hadn’t betrayed us in any way,” Hawk stepped in. “She’s been manipulated and abused by the Iron Riders… And we have to make sure that they don’t get away with anything like that ever again.”

  “Didn’t she work undercover for them at Red X?” one of the men barked from the back.

  “No,” Candy said sternly. “I worked side by side with Destiny for almost the entire time she was there and not once did I see her do anything to compromise our position. She
was put there as a pair of eyes, but she didn’t ever see or relay anything that could have been in anyway detrimental to our position… And it certainly had nothing to do with the night that Marv and Tanner were killed.”

  At the mention of Tanner’s name, the atmosphere in the room intensified and Destiny could feel the malice. These men were still angry for their fallen brother and they were more than eager to avenge him.

  “Lev Cleveland has had his claws in her for the past year,” Hawk said as he tried to hush the group of men. “I’ve watched him control her and set her up in dangerous situations when she’s had no idea what’s going on around her. She doesn’t even know how deep, or why our feud even exists. She’s an innocent in all of this, and I demand that she be respected whilst she’s here. She needs us now,” he said sternly. “And we will not turn our back on someone who is an enemy of our enemy…”

  “How does the saying go?” Candy smiled at Hawk.

  “An enemy of my enemy is a friend of mine,” he nodded.

  Some of the men around the room shifted on the spot and then they began to nod and agree.

  “Well alright then,” Steel said as he stood forward and wrapped an arm around Candy. “I guess that settles it… Destiny’s in… She’s a member of this house now and a sister to us all.”

  Destiny felt the joy rising within her, she almost couldn’t believe what was happening.

  “Hawk,” King said as he stepped forward. “Can you take Destiny up to the top floor and prep her room? She’ll be safest up there.”

  Hawk nodded and made his way to the door of the kitchen before he turned back and looked at her with a smile.

  Destiny stood there dumbfounded, unsure of what to do, but then she realized she was supposed to be going with him.

  “Thank you,” she managed to croak out to everyone in the room. “You have no idea how much this means to me…”

  She followed Hawk out of the kitchen and into the hallway. The wooden floorboards beneath her feet creaked as they stepped across them and made their way to the big ornate staircase that ran up the center of the house.

  “You’ll be happy here,” Hawk said. “This place is like a family.”

  Destiny smiled. She could tell that every word he was saying was true. She could feel the warmness coming from him and from Candy. Even King and Steel seemed to have forgiven her and changed their opinion. Candy really had saved her, and from what she had said, Hawk had helped.

  They made their way to the very top of the house and Hawk stopped outside a closed doorway.

  “This one will be yours,” he said quietly. “We respect the others, a lot of people sleep at this time of day.”

  Destiny nodded. She couldn’t believe how different everything was there than to the clubhouse in Ironhill. Back there no one cared what time it was, day or night, they made as much noise as they wanted and didn’t give a flying fuck if they disturbed anyone.

  Hawk opened the door and let Destiny go inside. The room was bright and open, and in the center of it was a big double bed which was covered in plush, soft, blankets.

  “Wow,” she smiled. “That looks incredible.”

  “After what you’ve been through, we thought you deserved it.”

  Destiny turned to look at him. Had this man really been watching her for the past few months…

  “You were the one who was watching me?” she asked.

  Hawk nodded shyly as if he had been caught out.

  “Candy knew something wasn’t right and she wanted proof so that no more trouble came your way,” he began. “When we saw what was happening, how controlled you were and how clearly unhappy… we knew we had to step in. Candy loves you, she cares for you like a sister… there was no way she was going to let a man like Levitt Cleveland hurt you like that.” His eyes were welling with passion for the situation and Destiny could tell that whatever Hawk had seen whilst he was watching her in Ironhill had troubled him deeply.

  “I can’t thank you enough,” she smiled. “I really can’t.”

  “You don’t have to thank me,” Hawk said. “It’s my duty as a member of the Forsaken Riders to make sure no one affiliated with us in anyway comes to any harm.”

  “You’re a good man,” she said.

  Hawk looked almost embarrassed at the compliment and he stepped back toward the doorway.

  “I’m going to leave you to rest,” he smiled. “Candy will bring some clothes up for you later on, but help yourself to anything in here and the bathroom is just there to the left.”

  He nodded as he left and closed the door behind him.

  Destiny flopped back onto the bed and felt as if she was walking on clouds. She really had been saved… Her life could only go up from here…

  9.

  She took a towel and crossed the quiet hallway, nervously, into a large, open bathroom. In the center was a huge tub and as she locked the door behind her, exhaustion started to crawl through her bones. She needed to relax. She had been anxious and on high alert constantly for the past six months, since that fateful night back at Red X, and now she had to give herself a break.

  The Forsaken Riders knew she was innocent.

  They were saving her from Lev and the rest of the assholes back in Ironhill.

  This, as they say, was the first day of the rest of her life.

  She pushed the plug down into the tub and turned on the faucet. The boiling hot water cascaded out quickly and the room started to steam up in seconds. Destiny peeled away the layers of clothing she had been wearing, the sweat pants seemed to melt to the floor and the sweater came off easily. Her own clothes beneath clung to her with sweat and dirt. After her time spent in the back of the van, her jeans and t-shirt were scuffed and muddied and she looked like she had been in some kind of fight.

  She threw the dirty pile of clothes into the corner and when the water had cooled enough for her to get in, she climbed into the tub and sank down into the warm water.

  She couldn’t remember the last time she had been allowed the luxury of a bath, especially one to herself, and the feeling of being in control of her life again made the tears prick the corner of her eyes and her body heave with relief. She cried happy tears silently and sank right down into the water. She scrubbed herself clean and knew that this was a new beginning for her. She would forget the past and move forward.

  After she had bathed for around half an hour, she climbed out of the tub and wrapped herself in a big waffle towel and wrung out her hair. She looked at the pile of dirty clothes on the floor and scooped them up in her arms. As she tiptoed back across the landing, naked apart from the towel, she just hoped that none of the doors opened and anyone saw her.

  She pushed the door open to her own room and smiled as she saw a neatly folded pile of clothes waiting for her on the end of her bed. She lifted them up and saw a new pair of jeans, a vest and a cute sweater. She breathed a sigh of relief and got changed into them before she flopped down on the bed and closed her eyes.

  The day had been crazy and her body was in much need of a rest. She closed her eyes and it wasn’t long before she drifted off into a peaceful and uninterrupted sleep. The only thing she dreamt of this time was warm and bright light, welcoming her into paradise and keeping her safe.

  ***

  “Destiny?” the voice came quietly from next to her. In her sleepy state, she was confused. It was familiar and yet new. It was rough and yet soft… She knew it was him, but who exactly was he?

  She rolled over and smiled before she opened her eyes.

  Hawk was sitting on the end of the bed looking down at her.

  “How are you feeling?” he asked.

  “Mmm, much better,” she said with a stretch and a yawn. She had no idea what time it could be, but the sun had disappeared behind the mountains and night had rolled in. The room was dark and his eyes glinted with the light shining in from the hallway.

  “Good,” he said with a grin.

  “In fact, I feel so much better, I feel like
I could take on the world,” she smiled.

  “Well,” Hawk leaned forward, “How about you get up and we get out of here for a while?”

  Destiny leaned up on her elbows and looked at him with a smirk. Was he asking her out? Or was he just thinking of her, and trying to make her feel as welcome as possible in her new home?

  “But…” she said, “where would we go?”

  “I know a little place,” Hawk said with a wry grin.

  ***

  He took hold of her hand and walked with her down the dusty wooden steps at the front of the clubhouse. It was dark out there and the only light was from the full desert moon, but Destiny tried to look around as much as she could and take in her new surroundings. The clubhouse appeared to be completely isolated and surrounded by various garages and out buildings. It almost felt as if it was its own little town in the middle of a valley. And even though it felt as if they were the only people for miles around, it felt incredibly safe.

  Hawk stopped as he approached a glinting gun metal Harley which was leaning up against one of the out buildings, and Destiny felt her stomach start to flip. It had been a hell of a long time since she had been on a bike. In fact, she had only ever been on Lev’s maybe once in the distant past, and it was nowhere near as much of an impressive machine as Hawk’s was.

  “Wow,” she smiled. “Impressive.”

  “Get on,” Hawk said as he helped her cock her leg over and get comfy on the back part of the seat.

  He climbed on in front of her and Destiny wrapped her arms around him. As he started the engine with a roar, it occurred to her for the first time that he had been following her every move for months, and probably felt as if he knew her quite well. When in reality they had only just met. She blushed at how intimate they were becoming so quickly, but then she reminded herself that, for him, it wouldn’t seem so strange. He had watched her live and probably noticed and learned things about her that she didn’t even know about herself. She found it arousing that he had cared so much to try and fight for her innocence along with Candy. She had had people backing her, even without her knowing.